Hello there. Sorry the full absence on the last months, I was not feeling OK, I've been experiencing a lot of sleep paralysis, nightmares, feeling anxiety and all of that stuff. I moved in with my brother until I can go back to my home, that's why I haven't updated, I didn't draw anything. I didn't bring my wacom tablet so I basically I stopped drawing for the last months. I'm going to therapy to get back on my tracks, but it's not really helping me to overcome my panic attacks. I'm discovering things about myself that I hate, and I don't know if I can change them or become a better person. I guess I have to come into good terms with them, to understand that I might not change, but I can try to make them not a negative thing... I dunno if that makes any sense... I'm still working at my office, they reduced some of the tiresome tasks I usually do, but I'm still feeling really bad when I work there. The anxiety rises when I'm there. "Why don't you just quit?" asked my brother a few